2006-07-21 + 6:37 p.m.
it's somewhere out there, i know
Have you ever felt, when sitting alone amongst people, that everything around you moves at a constant speed but you are the only person not moving? You are just sitting there watching everyone move, talk, eat, laugh. You just sit there watching these actions and emotions and you are staring now, more confused than ever. If you were here I would stare at you and wonder when you would talk to me, my love.
Lately I've been writing a lot of poems. I have found a great source for my writing and I am trying to juice it for all it's worth. I've also been talking to Jeremy. Some friends do not approve. Times are really confusing right now.
Sometimes I wonder why I do not have a screenname among the lines of: "hornyslutboy69", "iwantyoursex666" You know, something really down, dirty, and raunchy. Oh yeah, because I have dignity and class. Now I know, haha.
